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I am a new NARP member and after years of trying to get well I have finally found something that works. My life is changing for the better on a daily basis. I received NARP as a gift a few days after learning about narcissism at a very dark point in my life. I felt it miraculously helped me.

I had hit rock bottom and threw everything I had at the task of healing. This include prayer, multiple books that I had bought, tapping, NLP, journalling, beating pillows, and most important prayer. I spent every waking moment applying the tools I had, healing clearing and adding more tools as I learnt about them.

My life transformed, and miraculously I bounced back and am thriving, thank you God. Neither can I discount the efficacy of this program: it definitely helped me powerfully, especially at first. I know I threw everything I had at the task of healing and as I prayed God gifted me solutions, insights and tool after tool. One experienced healer who gave me regular sessions said when I asked her what tools had worked for her clients over decades in the healing field : 'I cannot recommend any particular tool.

If the person is ready and determined to heal, anything will work, and if they aren't, nothing will. She helped me work on my inner being for a long period, which was powerful for me. I even applied to work for them creating content part time I was instead offered a role to direct their marketing, which I was grateful for but turned down as I was exhausted and did not want that much responsibility.

If I took a job I had to give it my all, and I just was too depleted at that time. My focus was healing myself. Despite that I loyally promoted her 'thriver mission' as I wanted to help others. I made it a point to contribute any insights I had on the forum. I also had a routine of logging in every so often to find a new member who had similar issues, so I could encourage someone as a good deed.

I felt strong loyalty and a need to pay it forward. Anyway, I unsubscribed in from all MTE material. After being disillusioned on multiple fronts. I had put up a hobby website on natural probiotics and was active in marketing and entrepreneurship Facebook groups as I sought to upskill and find a career path forward for myself. In Pakistan a woman raising children alone is not safe in any aspect of her life. Not reputation, not money, not home, nothing.

People feel they can loot and deceive with impunity to be fair, they do that to everyone. Ethics and morality are not a glaring hallmark of that culture. People were hacking stalking spying on harassing me in every imaginable way. This describes their hypocritical, greedy, immoral, sneaking, stealing, spying toxicity. These strange made people had latched onto me like leeches as a vulnerable target to plunder.

These people were convinced they had to steal my probiotic business as I seemed to be doing a good job. Though I had no contact with any of them, it took me a while to realize how much I was hacked and monitored.

It is the ultimate 'peep at your neighbours' from behind the curtains' society, but with tech. Everyone entrenched in everyone else's business. They were looking for ways to exploit my activities. When I joined NARP and applied to work for them these people decided that this must be another opportunity they had to get before I did, or some other crazy exploitative crab bucket scarcity jealous hater thinking that is very prevalent in Pakistan.

Even my efforts to escape the pits of narc abuse were not exempt, these mad crazy people were monitoring my phone, home, movements to steal anything I achieved. I could write a book! Anyway, to cut a long story short I became aware I was constantly watched and monitored. A zillion pieces of evidence for this. They wanted to steal my 'probiotic millions' or whatever. Even when I was desparately seeking to heal my life and support my children by joining NARP and other resources online, these rats were intruding everywhere.

I bought a boxing bag and was learning to box in my home. How did these spying rats know? Schadenfreude is a major part of the Paki psyche too, and they maliciously enjoyed watching a woman suffer alone while sabotaging and stealing my efforts to build a life.

They never expected me to rise, move away and thrive, eluding their exploitation. I also let go of my probiotic project I had started with God. I felt these greedy hackers could take it and do the hard work to build it up, and then hack and steal from each other to their heart's content, but I wanted nothing to do with them and their intrusion, exploitation, craziness etc, even if it meant jettisoning a cherished project.

These people seemed determined to monitor and 'get in first' with any project I might start. Highly crazy stuff seriously. As MTE implemented Teachable, the Youtube videos had artificially inflated views from hundreds of organic views with a video upload, to suddenly each video had 5k views on the first day!

I also saw a surge in Pakistanis posting on the forum from zero. By a very strange coincidence, MTE, in her videos, mentioned an interest in "working in nutrition and health" and "boxing classes". MTE herself emailed me asking to use my Thriver story on her site 'as she was very impressed by my progress'.

In response I mentioned a need for privacy and mentioned a sense of the toxic people hacking stalking and following me to NARP. Partly to retain my privacy online and also to alert her. I actually thought her response would be concern over the kind of people who had inflitrated her team and what that would mean for MTE and the members. To my surprise my concerns were dismissed and I picked up increasing toxic energy from her I no longer dismiss these powerful intuitions I have always had.

I picked up some toxic denigrating innuendos. Apparently I was toxic for expressing my concerns. I would never have expected this unhealthy arrogant response from a mature person of integrity. I did not want a fight this weird, I unsubscribed and did not look back, putting up daily energy boundaries to fend off toxic energy. It is not my business whom they choose to employ or work with, they have every right to do so.

But from what I had experienced, I wouldn't touch these people with a ten foot pole. I had spoken my truth, given MTE the opportunity to evaluate the situation. The response was dismissive and hostile. I accepted that and moved on, as I had a life to rebuild. I would never click on any MTE links. I know these 'entrepreneurs' use malvertizing and malware links to infiltrate and monitor people as a modus operandi, 'to see what they could steal'.

This is how the 'religious entrepreneurs' first got a foothold in my devices. I do not know how many people they may have infected with their cyber intrusions. Narcs are narcs. Rats are rats. You just walk away. What I could not fathom is how MTE had turned on me, who had caused her no harm, and had voluntarily devoted my time and effort as an enthusiastic supporter, the intention being to help others who had been through what I had.

Her attitude did not seem healthy, even to me, a big fan. I was shocked at how MTE dismissed the concerns of an avid supporter who was healing from narcissistic abuse and preferred the narrative of new team members who had come to NARP after me. It is, of course their right to decide. I am glad I walked away. I picked up intense vitriolic anger from MTE herself, which I had to shield myself from. In writing this review I looked up a few MTE videos. I see that a prevailing theme in recent times has been 'narcissistic business partners' who 'steal passwords and other sensitive information' or 'are not in it for the long haul'.

There has been a lot of that in her videos from it seems. I wonder what that is about. Surely a person selling products to heal people from narc abuse would not be duped by narcissists!

Or perhaps their vibe resonated with her. Anyway, it all had a very unpleasant inauthentic pushy feel. Toxic energy I received was like narc rage. Marie Forleo interviews Elizabeth Gilbert, and at one point Elizabeth says she stays far away from people who 'claim to have all the answers', as honest people will acknowledge their imperfections. I remember thinking of MTE when I watched that, and then dismissed the thought.

Perhaps, though. I did pick up an arrogant denigrating vibe which shocked me at first as I had been nothing but an avid supporter expecting nothing but wanting to 'spread the Thriver mission'. Double standards: If you go no contact with them, it is narcissistic. If they go no contact with you, it is self partnering. I was also shocked by the amount of vitriolic toxic energy I felt directed at me for a time. Who knows what narrative they were playing by. I am sharing this as part of 'telling my story' and to bring my previous review up to date.

I have a lot of tools I have used to heal. Most important has been a connection with God. NARP was there too, and I have expressed my gratitude and paid it forward. But after this weird experience I would not trust MTE much. I also wonder now, if participating in her healings allows her to 'graft energy' from people. Very grateful for whatever benefits I received though. To post this I looked up my invoices. The ESC invoice and emails around this purchase had disappeared; for whatever reason the hackers had deleted them.

I had corresponded with MTE multiple times regarding that purchase, but nothing in my inbox or sent mail. However, I had the Meltonia transactions on my bank statement as proof of purchase. Who knows what skewed story these crazy ratpreneurs were selling that required them meddling with my inbox like that. In conclusion, I found it useful to help me dig out of a hole.

I was not impressed by MTE integrity, which is saddening. On the whole I have found a lot of solutions and am grateful for the journey, and for being rid of the RPDCs. Tip for consumers: There is a disclaimer in the small print at the bottom of the forum. In short, if you heal, it is up to you to do the inner work. NARP is but one tool. It is not everything you will need.

God plus you is enough, and there is help. Narcissistic self absorbed, manipulative people can wreak havoc on the people who fall for the wonderful image they project. If you are or have been in a relationship with someone who had multiple faces and drained you, have problems with relationships, depression, finances or health, don't understand why you seem to be unable to escape them physically or in your head then Melanie's tools and insights will help you.

The most important thing to remember is that you are worth the healing, the self partnering and the journey within. Don't dismiss your symptoms, as I did, till you crash. Read up about it. ME: I'm a single Mom to two lovely girls; despite having an outstanding IQ according to my teachers and school results, working hard and being told I am beautiful, I have faced tremendous problems in my personal life.

Divorce, depression and bullying by my ex husband. Everything is profoundly useful to me, and I am stronger and wiser. I've pushed myself to achieve: gain credentials, build my site, find clients, work round the clock, to 'succeed'. Yet inside, I felt a powerless wreck. I'll spare you the details, but I was reading about how to protect from black magic, as I could not understand the effect she had on my life, and I was so drained. I watched her videos, read her articles, signed up for her webinar, joined the webinar Facebook Group, journalled did the exercises she taught, and it was wonderful.

I now understand that my surpressed anger and fear, repressed as I felt bad and guilty and strove to honor my mother, had sabotaged me, and that I had to acknowledge and embrace the truth of what had happened, set those terrors free, and build a true and authentic self rather squashing my 'unpleasant', 'politically incorrect' feelings down.

I also realized that because I did not honor or acknowledge this part of my life experience, I married a narc husband, who chose to devalue and bully me as well. I could not understand why at the time.

Yet narcissists do exist. It is what it is, so best to understand that and deal with it, not hide from it or try to change them. I feel happier and lighter, and the terror and panic that was always hovering around is far less.

The 'it's over, I can't do it anymore, I give up' space gives way to hope, courage and peace. In that time, I set to working on healing. I used the program […]. Before starting NARP I had worked for many years on my inner healing and believed I was ready to share my life again with a partner. However, again I chose a partner who was completely disconnected, and went into a state of confusion, guilt and shame because I had done so much inner work, and […].

After a few months on the program I was able to double my sleep and get through a full 4 hours without waking in terror. I have not had it since. My sleep […]. It has been an ongoing process and the rewards keep coming, more of a journey than a destination I guess. Is NARP also for people who have been abused by someone other than an intimate partner? Yes, the Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Program has provided real recovery results for people suffering abuse from family members, friends and co-workers — in fact any narcissist in their life.

Yes, many people have used NARP while still in the relationship to gain strength and courage, take their power back, and make empowered decisions. How long do results take?

It all depends on how much effort you put in — the more often you commit to the healings, the faster the results. Most members experience dramatic relief in 1—3 months and often experience a complete turnaround in their life and wellbeing within 6—12 months. No need to worry! We have a support team who are happy to help you gain access to all your program materials on all your preferred devices. The Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Program.

Discover how to release the addiction to the narcissist, so that you are free to do your life on your terms without this person living on inside you anymore. Eliminate abuse symptoms as caused by a spouse, love partner, a family member or any other person, regardless of how long you have suffered. Learn how to stop experiencing toxic relationships that destroy you, and instead be able to attract and generate conscious, loving, supporting and kind relationships.

Be able to live free of the trauma symptoms like PTSD, fibromyalgia, anxiety, depression, and many other states that come with narcissistic abuse. Discover how to release the addiction to the narcissist, so that you are free to do your life on your own terms without this person living on inside you anymore. Eliminate abuse symptoms as caused by a spouse, love partner, a family member or any other person, regardless of how long you have suffered.

Learn how to stop experiencing toxic relationships that destroy you, and instead be able to attract and generate conscious, loving, supporting and kind relationships. Be able to live free of trauma symptoms such as PTSD, fibromyalgia, anxiety, depression, and many other states that come with narcissistic abuse. Know how to let go of what happened to you and release your toxic shame, leaving it in the past without needing accountability or remorse from anyone.

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